
1.SCHOOL- On the real, I definitely got to get this thing on track and STAY on track. No more ditching classes, procrasinating and then withdrawing from any of my classes. I been doing that sh*t since 2003!!! that is why I'm still at Cerritos College. Gotta get with it or Ima freals GET LOST!! Grades, no more being satisfied with an average "C" dude. That sh*t isn't cute at ALL!! I am NOT going to settle for that this year. I AM GOING TO DO GREAT THIS YEAR!! THAT IS MY MAIN GOAL!! I can't be sticking with the same boo boo routine. Sh*t got to goooo.
2.WORK- Last semester, i went through school jobless and I relied on my financial aid. BIG NO NO!! So since my class schedule is flexible this semester, MY ASS is getting a JOB. I need that extra money. I see other people working 2-3 jobs and going to school full-time. SH*T!!! If they can do that, me working one freaking job and schooling full-time should be a piece of cake. No problemo right??!!! I got to start saving hecka money for soo many things! DEBTS is the main financial problem.
3.HAPPINESS, LOVE, & HEALTH- Yup!!!! all three must and will be consistent!! I have to frown less because that sh*t give my face wrinkle!! NOOONE of that! For reals though, I want to be more happy all day everyday. I know there will be times where the other side will come out but I want to be able to brush it off and smile happily. Like people say, Life is too short to be sad, upset, frowning, crying,worrying about the WRONG thang!! So I am going to think twice before I let this pretty face get sh*tface. =] LOVE...*sigh* oh how the L word is sooo stressful. THIS YEAR FOR REAL, my love is going to be on a whole different level. Love life was NOT the best for me last year, but Im still in Love. Love, I got to be able to Trust so I'm still waiting on my heart to open up.....again. It's a sad thing that I lost trust ya know. It is truely hard to gain it back once it been abused. Sometimes I don't think people understand that. To Earn my trust back, it really that more that just few weeks of kisses, i love yous, and what not. Every little thing can either build that TRUST again or it can simple make TRUSTING a lot more difficult to earn back. Actions speak so much louder that words. Love is and was never an easy thing to deal with. I pray that God help me get throught this soon and that he helps him to do right because i HOPE he understand how much this TRUST means to me. Lets just continue to pray on it. One thing though, I AM done with giving out chances!! NO MORE cus after what I recently went through, mannn. Moving on to HEALTH!!! Man do I eat as I please! =[ Not good. I really got to watch what I eat. I definitely have to cut down on eating FAST FOOD!! ewww!! Not only that, I have to be consistent with going to the gym!!! Now that I have a iPOD, haha, I can go and do my thang. I want to stay fit! Not stop with everything once I feel satisfied with my figures. Less fat, NO MORE SODAS!!!!!!, and less carb/sodium.
so yeah, im shooting for those 3 main goals for this year and hopefully i will pull through and get it all accomplish. =] ohhh how I'm soo excited. haha.
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