quick one...

Beside the fact that im waiting til its time to go to my class, the weather is weird as heck. One minute is hot then its windy and cold. im NOT liking that. During my break, i actually went in the middle of the campus and laid out a blanket and did my studies right in the middle of the grassy area. Cars are driving by, people are walking pass me, but i was able to get more studying done there then in the library. there was these two guys that came out to the grass area and um....yeah, they were throwing a boomerang around. My studying got distracted with that cus i can't hepl but to keep on looking at the boomerang because i didn't want that thing to hit me in the head/face or something. it was kinda funny tho. The sun was out and i liked how it was shining on my back while i laid there...studying..& for them lady bugs, thos insects are scary. One of them things flew in my hair and i went crazy..*shivers*. I ended my study outside in the open because it got windy and my notes went flying..i don't want to keep running after them so i went to the library..there, study was not that successful. Anyways, i had a good 45 minutes nap in the library though. Now I'm here, blogging, updating i suppose.

what is up with Chris Brown tho??!!! Man, its shocking but i guess...Hearing how Rihanna got a busted lip, her nose bled and how she looked f*cked up on the photo they took of her at the hospital.."she was badly beaten & terrified". WOW. He really don't seem like a person to get crazy & "choke" a female telling her he going to "kill her". Honestly, whatever the argument was about, it didn't have to end up that why...

thats the thing, being a female myself[duhhhh]...we sometimes dont know when to SHUT THE F*#k UP!! Seriously...we want to keep talking, accusing, always wanting to have the LAST freaking word. Not all the good guys can put up with that kind of attitude. Them being human also, do get fed up. Check, && when he do give up & let chu yell, cuss, and all that sh*t that we female do in an argument, we get even more upset cus he aint sayin shit...the next step we do, we provoke them with either MORE bullshit or even put our hands on them. NOT GOOD ladies..!! TRUST. its all out of respect. Don't ever think that just because you're a lady, its ok for you to hit a dude...you just don't. A guy wont hit a lady but he sure will smack a BITCH..and if you're being a bitch..thats on you....

anyways, more on this later..got to head to pyschology class. think about.

blog later.

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cus Valentine's is near ...??

I don't get holidays sometimes..for example..valentine's day. Are you serious?! why mark a day to give a person a reason to do something super nice for their significant other..?? February 14th, the day[thee ONLY day] most of the guys plan something special for their lady..better yet, they plan something nice and get something nice...i dont know..i feel like most guys do it cus they feel obligated to do something just for that day. i mean..then everything goes back to normal..hmm..weird. but yeah..im not a big fan of vday..most people get super excited...they pick that day to hook up, get married..haha..i just dont really like it..well, i dont HATE it..just not a big fan i guess. I mean, i think people are suppose to be surprising and spontaneous randomly. that what makes the sparks going right..so whats with vday.... you're going to surprise her/him on the day that she/he already might have an idea that you're planning something...HA. funny. OR, this is sad too, the day is getting close and you're asking yourself, "what am i getting for vday?" then you think of all the possibilities and the day comes, you get nothing..no chocolate, flowers, card, or suprirse! [typical vday gifts..] bummer right?!! YES...people get their hopes up thinking their boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife/lover..[whatevers you want it to be..] & they end up not getting you anything. dont get ME wrong on this, its all about the quality [undivided attention and uncondtional love & happiness] your significant gives but its doesnt hurt to do little surprises..catch her offguard and TA-DAAAAA..."happy vday my love" typa thang...i dont know..im just saying..ladies...fellas..don't get chur lover hopes up...and dont be such a dick/bitch also.

anyways, moving on to a different topic...So i was wondering..this is hella randoms. heres an incident..YOU have a boyfriend/girlfriend that you been wtih for a while right...things arent always the BEST[we all know that] and its not always soo dreadful[i hope NOT]...what would you do or how would you react that your significant other broke up with you..in a silent-mode..kinda way like.."we're broken up but im not going to tell him/her". you call them and they still answer and talk to you..but its always one word answers..say it been going on for sooo long and all this time, you thought the relationship was still rollin'...DAMN, thats fucked up right..i mean, if that shit happend to me, i be pretty damn upset..HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WAS MY BOYFRIEND AND I DID THAT TO YOU?? hmmm...

which lead me to the last random subject..open-relationship...you knooo....the kind where you both mutually agree that its ok to date other people too. but you love each and you see yourself with one another..but its an OPEN-RELATIONSHIP. before, i thought that was weird..but come to think about it, i think some people just cant really commit to one person..yeah, i love you but i want to test the water..see all the fishy and see what they all taste like..ya feel me??!! call me crazy [actually DONT!] but there are couples out there that are like that.. thats some weird shit to me...can a person really LOVE one person and be itimate with others..ehhh...im glad i have someone that is with me and ONLY wants to be with me. hes funny & i love the guy even when he drives me crazy, makes me wanna pull my hair out & sock him squared in the face..!! [i love him so much!] so yeah, i dont know..but i guess we're all different..something for me to think about i guess..sleep on and hopefully find a reasonable answer. insomnia is nooo blehs.

til then....
p e a c e & l o v e