Cus I haven't done one..

HEY blog HEY!!
Sorry ive been neglecting you...i blame this thing we call "Twitter"!! I finally jumped on board. lol. but yeah, FIRST off lets congrats my brother and my sis-in-law for thier first baby Maliya Nguyen borned march 12, 2009 8lbs 7.7oz..!! MY FIRST niece..yay me!! Isnt see a cuuuutie or what?!! haha, i dont get to hold her til my birthday week! So im looking forward to that. =] what else, school?? its alright..getting difficult but im holding on. nothing new really..OH YEAH, so i gave up cussing and alcohol for Lent...i was doing soooo goood with NO cussing...til "someone" screwed it up for me..got me a lil too upset that i set it off. =x its alright cus im doing excellent with NO alcohol..i must say..its quit difficult..but it keeps me at home tho. i seriously hate to be out with my friends and they're all drinking; minus me!!! not so pleasant. But its ok, its for Lent...i can resist that temptation. but yeah. Life itself been pretty good i can say. i mean, im not complaining. =] It definitely can be better but im happy i can say. But i am in a confusing situation tho..you know..like im always asking myself, "How can it be wrong when it feels so right?". I mean, to me, its like a justification that can be pursued by anyone or anything. something can be very wrong, even fatal, and still..."feel right". I see myself with this line "whether im wrong or whether im right, i gotta be me." Well, the best way of truly being ourselves is to be grounded in what is true and morally right. Temptations always have a surface plausibility to them such as in phrases like, "what happens in vegas, stays in vegas" or "what they dont know, wont hurt them". Does it???? Is that right..? Does betrayal of a relationship (friends, significant, family, etc..) seperate us or do they travel with us like a cancer on our soul.....I dont know..i feel like there is a boundary with everything that we do and its our choice to make certain calls. At the moment, it feels sooo right and then, it feel totally the opposite. I guess we just learn and move on? But why is it that we end up doing it over and over, its its a bad habit we can't cut off. Anyways, just venting i suppose.

anyways, i LOVE the Keri Hilson "In a Perfect World." I can relate to it i can say. The music video for "knock me down" ...WOW. i love it. anyways, i feel like im running out of this to write about. im tired and i have the coughs. i think i cough it for an anonymous person...ugh.
>>>>but yeah, meet my friend, his name is Viet [typical vietnamese name..lol] and hes funny...