Kindness much?

So i was thinking....i am a kind person. [dont you think???] when it comes to my real friends, i will do pretty much anything for them. To see that they acknowledged that quality in me, sometimes i feel like that get so used to it that they over do things: even used me in some kind of way. i don't know if that makes any sense but thats how i feel. People want to act all friendly with me, asking me for help here and there, be hella cool with me and then "poof"..whats good buddy..??!! yeah, its something like that. lately, i havent been feeling friendly much with certain "friends" and yeah, its a bit irritating. Sometimes i cant help but to let things go cus i hate to hold grudges or be in silent mode. but lately, my mouth have the urge to spit out a lot. Trust, what i have to say to a couple certain friends, they will not like it...better yet, they probably feel like they didnt do anything wrong or even intentionally. There is always some booboo waacky excuses for their action. Like for reals, you serious...? I love my friends but im starting to get fed up with the way im treated. I don't do my friends wrong but i feel like i should start treating them the way they treat me just to give them a taste of their actions. Why you going to me like that....waaahhh..lol. nah freals tho, i aint gunna cry about. ima do it right. i loose friends cus they arent real friends to began with. [point blank]
***HOW FUNNY!!!*** i just got done watching a show about today topic...friends taking advantages of their friend's kindness....wow.


another thing, i feel like trusting people words is ehhh. whatevers. this blog is done.
goood day.